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HELLO guys it's been a while since I left this blog dusted for months. I just needed a little break which I obviously didn't get. The last two years have been hectic. I thought degree college life would be fun but no it is very hectic. I didn't get a vacation this year. I've been busy doing things trying different stuff. Gettin some s+×t straight. I've started this Youtubing thing which may sound like some retarted stuff.
 It's quite stressful doing so many things at a time.Especially when you  wander with YouTube ideas in your head during lectures missing out on important stuff. But it is also fruitful. You learn something or another from it. I love editing videos and photos . I used to make short films with my younger cousin. I just didn't upload because I never really used the internet much before my college life. I regret starting Youtubing at this stage where I have to take care of my career and studies too. Youtube is just a part time. I'd like to do a full time in it if I get the opportunity and I am confident if I do a full time I can provide quality content. But at the same time I don't really love my education but I think it is important not matter how shitty the education system is.
    I'm currently focusing on my exams and studies. Me and my friends have made some videos and scheduled it for months ahead as we won't able to shoot because of my studies. We have scheduled upto Feb I guess. I'm trying to do till June or maybe even more further.

I hope you guys support me in whatever I do. I'll always be grateful for that.
    About my disappearance from social media. I recently stopped using Instagram and WhatsApp. I have my reasons. Firstly, WhatsApp, I didn't delete my account because i knew the group I was in were important for me and when I return to that I might not be added again. So I changed my no told my friend to add me in the college group chat so that I get important and my only source of update from the college. I did this so that I spend less time on the app. Yes I feel like a hypocrite. Secondly, Instagram I felt that it was getting shittier day by day. When I joined Instagram the content were so different and appreciable but now it has turned into cancer. All I see is stale memes that I've seen on Facebook like two years back. People give attention to shitty posts like literally I see a chalky girl dyed her hair red with contrast like -100 hardly visible gets 2000 likes for the post and here is a guy with a beautiful vintage picture gets like only 78 likes and believe me he has been doing Instagram for two years. This guy inspired me to keep going. I deactivated my account twice. But this I deleted it and there is a backstory behind this. So, me and my friend decided together to delete Instagram together I told we could do this in PC only less I knew that Instagram had removed the feature. At his time we only deactivated the account he then reactivated his account 3 weeks later his name is Ayush to protect his identity we'll call him by his last name Tandon. Later I did some research and deleted my account. Yes I deleted my Instagram. It was tough deleting an account with 2K followers. I had to go thru some motivational video on YouTube. I deleted it finally. I did it because I was unhappy and if you are not happy with anything just erase it from your life. My friends asked me if I was depressed or something. Well, depression is quite a strong word. I can say I have anxiety which is normal at this age and that's why I keep myself busy with stuff.For studies? No! Another reason is because I don't have time to travel places go for shoots collabs.     I miss my ig buddies a lot. I don't even know if I can collab with any of them. Anyways I'll try my best to collab. I've also decided to join Instagram back because I've a clearer mindset now. I can read your mind it says , " Nobody gives a shit bro!" I hope the chicks won't call me bro.




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